Tuesday, March 9, 2010

At almost twenty years of age, I have found myself between a rock and a hard place.
I have expected SO much out of a man, and I have shown love in every imaginable way to him.

But this love I'm trying SO hard to create, is a war.
This turmoil I feel is real, and it pulls me down.

My heart is breaking slowly.
And he realizes it.

So I have let myself free from my self imprisonment in him.
He knows that I have done nothing wrong. . .
And he has done everything wrong.

So I'm free.

The reasons why we stay with someone can be shallow. He taught me everything I don't want in a man, and gave me hope to see the man that I could one day be with. But my strength comes from the LORD. And a war has already been waged for my destiny. . . and the right man is included in that plan, and the time must be ripe.

Isaiah 43
"Don't be afraid, I've redeemed you. I've called your name. You're mine.When you're in over your head, I'll be there with you. When you're in rough waters, you will not go down.When you're between a rock and a hard place, it won't be a dead end—Because I am God, your personal God, The Holy of Israel, your Savior.I paid a huge price for you: all of Egypt, with rich Cush and Seba thrown in!That's how much you mean to me! That's how much I love you!I'd sell off the whole world to get you back, trade the creation just for you.

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